this is silly post, it is me right now, listening to ataxia and waiting for tomorrow,
cause i'm going to my granmother's birthday!
and actually in new year i feel great. i end up my old habits (i'm trying to end up them).
anytime i remind myself that i shouldn't, some kind of relief comes.
i'm trying to be focused on more important things, than i used to.
so, i think i can do it, and hope you all will persevere in goals :)